Title: Colour dé Tears
Description: Stay cheer no matter what happens.

After im done with this poster, i feel like making my movie with this title :D haha,

Saying about this girl, with no friends, perhaps, everyone jealous about her, dislike her, and she always got betrayed by her trustful girlfriends and bffs and got treated like a toy. End up, she have to live with fear everyday in her social life. She worry if she got betray and treat like a toy. She cries alone in her room, at least once in a month. As days goes by, she found her two bff, which they 3 lasted for many years and she believes it'll be forever.. But somehow, there's always a distance between the girl and her bff, they are guys. (blah, i can't continue writing, im totally writing about my life)

Whatever,

p.s: Look in to this poster, and comment (:
p.p.s: Look in to this poster 5more second, and you suppose to feel something, so tell me your feeling on this poster (:

I wanna go eat my marshmallow, byee :D

LOLs, ignore my babi face.
Sorry peeps, i am forced to not-blogging for the whole damn idk how to describe week.
Stressful, miserable, everything, for god's sake. Everything stop here with the fullstop.

The whole is only flood with ONE assignment. I must say it's all our fault for doing it so last minute.
or only the 3days i can say. Or i should just call this as a project instead of assignment.

everything like, a disaster. 6 sept assignment due, 7 sept presentation, 8 sept maths tech test.
and the whole week only stress with the one and only assignment project. and studied like 5hours before the test.

But nevermind, there's always some distraction.

Lovely sister's 21st birthday (:
p.s: in case you wanna ask 'i dint know you have elder sister' . she's my cousin, but we're like real sister.

How nice is that, she's 21 already.
But me no jealous at all, i don't wanna turn 21 so fast, am not finish enjoying my life. 21 is nice i know, but what else can be nicer below 21? like no more childish no more kiddo, no more college/uni fun and lot more things that 21 above can nvr do.

p.p.s: i always repeat saying this 'i never regret i've ponteng-ed so so much when i was in high schl' Yet, i enjoyed alot!

It's true, i mean, can u even now taste the ponteng feeling again? plus ponteng-ing in college/uni is nothing, not a big deal at all. But in high schl, you can have so many rules to break which i used to break them all, my uniform is an example, i broke all rules on my uniform, NO nametag, sleeves folded up, broken dress, dress full with my doodles, i don't pin up high on baju kurung, ankle socks, own design art schl shoe, wear bracelet and necklace and mickey mouse earing.

Yes, the basic schl rules. But also enough for me to get, wtv warning form, i dont remember the name of those warning forms. and i must say, through out the whole high  schl years, i only got caught not even more than 5times.

I miss those days so much, sitting at the stairs while changing teachers, or either if we don't like that subject, we'll just walk out with nonsense reasons then sit at some stairs, stay at counselor room, sleeping in pbsm room.

It's a must-have fun in high schl! I enjoy doing those stuff so much, i probably think it's stupid and childish now, but hey, this is part of study life! you don't only study in schl, and point we are going schl is not only study too, right? Enjoy!

and there's no rules to break in college/uni anymore. so much stress and worries compare to school time which you can just don't hand in your homework, ignore your attendance and all.

hahaha, enough for schl talk.

Not forget to mention that my baby instant cam boom down on the floor that day on my sis birthday, and now scratches on her. I almost tears, sighs. ):

and i was a photographer for that day, with her dslr and my baby (:


This is my assignment! that me and my friends been working for. It's a 200 pages assignment, crazy kan? people do like less than 30pages or not even 50pages. But we've got like 102storyboard, 102 webpages, hahahaha .. nono, me not giving out our website, it's ugly. ): Or mayb i do need feedback too. http://holidaymalaysia.orgfree.com

Jacky, and Winjau, my beloved groupmate for this project. (:


I shall end this uninterested post. but support my blog kay?


Next post will talk about Westine Hotel stayover and Time is Love by Titus (:

I lovey my MU merchandise :D It's official one kay, not the one from pasar malam or where ever fake one. (: Given by my aunt, like a year ago. But i never wear, even forgot i own a MU merchandise. Till recently MU's match only i remember. (p.s: I dint watch the match, though i do love Rooney :D)

Was to blog yesterday, but due to some idk-problem then i gave up and do my assignment instead.

Went around Shah alam yesterday. No, wait. Was down to Klang for brunch first, Bak Kut Teh ♥♥♥ then off to Klang Parade, mummy wanna get her jeans so i get 2 pairs too XD Skinny jeans, black and white. fyi, i never buy long outing pants for like few years already. And i only own 1 long jeans for 4 years i think? Which i already never wear for very long. No joke (:

Then off to Klang Eng Ann near by for Tea time after that and supposed head to Gold Coast Morib,  but mummy checked online it's just 80% done, so we were heading to no-direction. On the way back, mummy turned in Shah Alam, she said she wanna go find back with daddy's wedding photoshoot that garden. LOLs, *sweet* ♥♥♥ and next to Laman Budaya. (fyi, mummy love bringing us to visit Malaysia's wtv idk. I can say we almost visit whole Shah Alam, not all la, but most and i will never rmb what/where/name of it -.-) LOLs.

Me lovey my outfit of the day.
Top, bottom, bag = all from online shop
It's been really long since i last dressed from top-to-toe pink. Like everyone questioned me, :"Jieyi, why are you into black recently?" Hmm, idk. I love professional style when i go to Uni, Plus i dont really have Pink formal. unless i dress semi formal/casual, else i'll probably be in white, grey, black to Uni. Oh, not forget grey is my new love. ♥ but pink is ze forever love ♥♥♥ 

My new fave drink. Aloe vera + honey (: Mummy even bought me 1box (14bottles) . and i've already finished 3bottles today. =/

Uhhh, assignment is due-ing so soon. Like next monday!! and me and my group, or me myself, keep delay the work. =/ gotta OT for the whole week liao lor. Sei mou ):

Well, merdeka is tomorrow. Im proud to be a Malaysian. No joke. But .... fine, i'll keep it myself. (!@#$% ann wan seng! you tube him if u dont know, then when u know, u will hate him like we do)

I remember we used to go for Merdeka Countdown, then slowly we dint. LOLs. Lazy wanna join the crowd.

sorry for all the vain pictures XD

Teeehees, (: ♥♥♥

It's been few days since i blogged. Was busy for assignment is one of the reason, if you follow me on tweet/fb, im busy clearing my room for new furniture move in :D I can say me, mummy and sis non stop work hard to pack my room stuff and take off the old furnitures. I even only manage to do my assignment after 11pm.

Before i talk about my room, wanna share something to you (:

I mentioned in twitter/fb, that im wearing cheong sam to Uni because they are celebrating merdeka on thursday and have some best dressed thingy, but sadly it's after 4pm and i gotta be home before 4pm as my furnitures will reach around that time.

After that day, i hate wearing cheong sam, because i have super flat butt. ): and imbalance body shape. *sucky*

Alright,

back to the main topic.
I got light peach wall instead of light pink wall ): and light pink door atleast. (:

and pink window, so better than nothing (: Mummy said light peach will make my room brighter and bigger and daddy nvr like pink because he will forever tells me pink = indian -.- How damn sad is this.

I captured this after the two man finished and while they are doing my dressing table.  It's a 6x8ft wardrobe which also consider not enough for me =X


Yay yay, after 2 and half hours, my room is done! I lovey this bed, because it's with diamonds. Me and mummy was wanted to get a thicker headboard with diamonds but it will be abit longer and block my door, so daddy found this for me instead (:

In case you wanna know, wardrobe+dressing table+side table+tv rack+bed+mattress=rm3.7k
well, some people says "wow, that's chep lor." and some said "errr wow, it's my whole month finance." I think it's worth rm3.7k, fyi, this bed wasnt with the set, i replaced this bed frame instead cause the actual one i don likey ;p. Actualy set was less than rm3k but after i replaced this bed frame and chosen this mattress, bili bala rm3.7k .. I love you mummy.

Mummy gave me her new set bed sheet, *awwwww* my sis doesnt want the comforter so i gotta use back my single size comforter, (: (fyi, my room got no air cond, but i must have my comforter to sleep at night because in the mid night, my room with my fan will be like your air cond room with 20 degree temperature) :D

 *woots, my wardrobe has reflection (:

I cant help taking pictures with my new dressing table. I always love big mirrors in my room because im vain enough. hahah XD wokay, ignore the messy wires, i haven got a way to keep them. It's my phone charger and laptop's adapter. Spot the pink box there, there's another box under it. It's all my decoration stuff, my bearbrick, and small teddies.. I don't know where to place them, ): I wish i could decor them but where? so i'll just leave it first. =/

I almost cry yesterday when i was deciding which and what to throw and especially my small teddies that i used to decor them beside my bed last time. and also confirmed that i have to throw/sell/donate all my japanese magazine. I used to collect them every single month. which rm8/mag. i've got like atleast 2years = 24 magazine of each Cawaii! & Popteen = 48 total. Atleast only. i still got some others, sighs. My collection. I dont wanna say goodbye to them ):

Okay, let's end this with babymilo.

Yea, hun got this babymilo sticker for free. It has light reflection. So it's superb nice at night, if you shoot red (brakes lights) then it turn shinny red. If you shoot yellow (ur car front light or reverse light) then it will turn to that color. Cool kan? Okay, it's the DSS shop at Taman Megah where Teamamicizia car team (hun's car team) , the made their stickers there, *thumbs up* www.teamamicizia.forumotion.com (:

Why do human lie? to get what they want happily there? and think it can hide forever so the other person will never know and he/she will feels "oh, he/she nvr lie" ?

No one is lying to me right now. But im not in a good mood. Not because of no-pinky-wall for my room, or i-cant-solve-my-maths or my-web-assignment-due-so-soon ..
Ugh, i don't know how to explain. There's just something to bring my mood like this. I wish my brain can stop functioning one second, (okay, i might be dead that time) I wish my brain can stop thinking for 1day, sounds better?

Fine, you may say i think too much or too sensitive or whatever. But it's normal being sensitive and thinking too much towards a person you love so much. I wish i don't fall in love with anyone right now . It's been so long i love you, but i always have question marks "Why would you rather treat me like this?" Well, I'll give a fullstop for this. I'll never ask.

" You decided to leave, im deciding to leave. But i can't, if i would, why do you think im texting you, wanting you, and all you in my mind? You forgot to reply my msg, right. I believe you forgot, i'll assume you were so busy. Yes, i clearly known how far you have gone. But i can't help following behind your shadow. I wish i could tie my legs and sit at the stop. I thought i've already moved on, but  no. Till i notice you will never look back, you will never text me, you will never eye on me neither a second, i am here missing you every moment. I tell myself, i'll just leave and life still goes on. Your everything, clearly tell me, i should not wait, anymore. Your everything, clearly tell me, you will never come back to me. And i tell myself, i will never forget you. And i tell myself, i will keep you in deep down in my heart. Because, I Love You. "


You don't need to know, if it's a lyrics, poem or if it's a true message from my heart. (well, i know there's no such broken sucky english poem nor lyrics)

I'm tired, like always.


I'll just say, mens are just the same. Forever, like you guys say, girls are the same.

IMY, ILY