Hello 2019, hello people :) Hasnt been writing since ...
As the title said, so I decided to write about my 2019, because it not wonderful but somehow it's great.

2018 marked one of the not-so-great year, that I was completely lost about my own life.
and I chose to embrace it and live on beautifully in 2019.

I wouldn't say that 2019 is amazing but it's a year that I have finally found and clear of my own journey in life.

Some memories that I picked, to be remembered here ..


My first career every since in Uni till graduated, Insurance Agent / Wealth Management Adviser marked the 7th year this year. And our agency decided made a whole new change for better growth and positioned as Business Director now. I must say that, it was tough for all of us but it is definitely great and amazing for this transition because everyone is doing way better with the new and better vision direction in this career. I'm definitely thankful to whom I called my bosses, their support and guidance and encouragement.


A must to be remembered is our family yearly trip. Though it wasn't a complete one but this trip filled with great memories and it definitely brought us closer. And also I wanna say that, I really am thankful for my family, they have been supporting me, encouraging me, guiding me and be with me through the up and down. I wouldn't survive today without them and I wouldn't be who am I doing what I am doing now without their love.


Online business may not be considered by many of you, but I decided to gave myself one more chance to take this seriously and so I committed myself as a Director in this business. Yes, this is what we call as "Wei Shang - 微商". Main reason is because I love doing business but I never know where to start from and I definitely have failed in my previous wei shang business because I did not position myself with the right attitude and mindset, but this time, I must say it's real. By taking this product also because I personally consumed it, and with proven result that I do believe this product does help all you girls out there. Not forget to mention the business model is way more different than any other online business. So yea, I joined E+ and must not forget to mention also that big thank to each and everyone in the team, I learnt so much and I'm sure we can do even better to build this!


I'm not a christian, and I'm open to explore. I was on empty schedule on the Christmas Eve, so I decided to accept my friend's invitation to join their church Candle Light Service. and it was so beautiful, listening to beautiful soul stories as well. My first Candle Light Service and it was a great night, having good peace in my heart, flashing back down the memory lane throughout the year. I just wanna say, thank you.


Not the last yet, One memory that I must include in is visiting the orphanage on the Christmas.
I have never done this and I never regret doing this. I always believe and thinks that kids are our future, they are such an adorable beautiful angels. They deserve love and care and many more. They journey ahead is way long more. I hand picked and packed each of them a gift bag, personalised with their name on it. Each with a set of stationary and book and a Christmas cookie. Trust me, their smile on their face when they took over the gift from my hand were priceless! It melts my heart.


I hope this picture doesn't scares you, and yea nothing scary actually. But one thing that I wanna share and be remembered, those experiences and feelings deep in my heart.
I fell off with gastric bacteria infection in the last quarter of the year, suffered from pain and bloated stomach (now still on & off) , still on medication now and next check up will be in few weeks.
This experience was, I'd say a life lesson that made me stronger. I was so so weak during my admission, couldn't stop crying from the drips, needles and pain in the entire body. I couldn't think straight in those nights, I know it wasn't anything serious but it was the weak down feelings in me, first time in my life. But through these feelings, I became stronger in my soul, and my heart. Oh, I actually consulted 2nd doctor's opinion for better diagnosis. Nothing too serious, nothing harmful, I just gonna keep on with medication till my next check up and I really wish to say goodbye to these.

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How have your year been? In overall, I wanna say thank you 2019. Thank you for the people I met, thank you for those who still sticks around and thank you for those who left.
With the people around, with the memories and incidents throughout the year, it encouraged me to finally move on to better journey ahead, the change of life, change of mindset. For better growth, for better self development, for better future.

It ain't easy to live on and move on, but I finally did by seeing the values and with clear vision in my mind. I think it matters most in everything we do, know what exactly we want and just do it.

To me, regret is worst than failure. Life may be short or long, it's unpredictable. Time don't wait either, it's either you give it a shot, do it now, or stuck yourself with regrets by end of the day.

Once again, Thank you 2019. Till then, <3