Hi folks, just happened to read blogs & came to my own blog, realized the last post was in May.
There were few times I was attempted to crap some stuff here but just like what my friends said, I have nothing to write about.. It means my life been sucky uh. ):

Not so sure if I'm doing good recently, & questions are back again such as like, Am I still who I am(was)?

Answer is .. I don't actually know, people told that, I'm probably hiding who I was & trying to be another (better) me or whatsoever. I'm not sure. I'm basically used with the current me but I'd say, it depends on what. In terms of, career? personality? life? or .. relationship?

It's been bothering me and I do realize, I never dare to ask for the thing I want anymore, or be the one I want to be anymore. Too many things awaiting me ahead to get it done, or probably I pressured myself with self-high-expectations too much. Uh, I hate feeling so lost at some time.

But I'm still proud to say I'm happy with what I have now & things I do.

Let's cut this off.

Crazily joined Puma Night Run 2014 yesterday 25th Oct in Setia Alam.


I took the risk by not training in about 3months+ .. It was crazy yet enjoyed very much. Throughout the run, it motivated me and my mind was running through a lot of stuff. hehh.. Anyway, 10km in 1h22m :)

So something I'm proud to share with y'all is that, my newly joined team - International Property Club (IPC) in Jazzcapital. :) I'm always proud to tell people I'm a Jazzcapitalist & IPC member .. IPC mainly focus in Australia, London & Singapore properties. Do buzz me or inbox me if you'd like to know more :) bell.chia@jazzcapitalproperty.com

Lately we just had a gathering, not all attended due to personal reason but still most of us were together.


You probably see there're just the few of us, we have in total of 12 members with 1 ladyboss. & IPC only allow quality selected people. Whoops. :D
Anyway, Always a great time with them <3 Oh, the theme of the gathering night is pajamas, it means family being together under the same shade. :)

But what I want to share is that, we had a very memorable trip in Melbourne. 65% for work (site/projects viewing) and 35% was to have fun. Basically we had fun most of the time la. haha.

 Hehh, just me pretending to be cool.



Us in the house living hall. :) Rented a landed house in York St, Richmond. More to a vietnamese place.



Loving this group photo at Maidstone viewing The Grove townhouse project by R Corp.


Not forget to mention that our meeting with Mr William Chen, Chairman of Jalin Realty in Melbourne 55 Colllins which is us Jazzcapital partnership with. A very nice & friendly man :)

It was a 7D6N trip in Melbourne. I swear I'll work hard & make sure myself travel there once a year or alternate year & will definitely migrate/buy a property there when I can afford in future. :)

After the trip, we're back to reality & I'm happy to back to work again because ...



My achievement/graduation in SDU5 (Special Duty Unit) by Jazzcapital :)

Probably not the best result but I'm qualified in the challenge, at least.

One of the platform that allows you to do better in your career and achieve your dream/goal in Jazzcapital. :)

It's my second time joining this platform training & glad I did much better than the first time. Never give up & just keep doing it.

Time to speed up myself to achieve more and more in life. Now is not the time to enjoy, efforts will paid off one day, soon!

 (photo credits to LeahTeng Photography)

Another tough month, April.

Things weren't really good lately. But life still goes on.

I only have 3 hours class every week, so I'm resume back to work, to continue build my career & trying to achieve my goal & bring my dream to life.

Started a new job this month, hopefully I'll be able to do it well.

Resumed back my previous job, hopefully I'll be able to achieve my target.

Yes, I'm having two careers. Hehe :)

Ain't that busy lately but stuffed with appointments & handling some personal stuff.

Learnt a lot recently by just meeting people, catching up with friends. That's what I love to do, socializing.

(photo credits to LeahTeng Photography)

I need a break, I think I had a lil. But not too much, because I had enough.

The fire is back, hopefully it'll last longer this time.

I'm 23, but I'm chasing my dream.

I may be lost, but it wont take long.

I've said so much but with no action. It mean nothing at all.

Taking the fire, hoping it'll be able to sparkle it up, burn 'em all, & amazing fireworks in the sky up there.

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Been clubbing almost every weekend for about 4 weeks continuously with my women. I call it crazy, I don't club, never in to it, special occasions are exception. Time to stop for a while. I'm hell tired, haha .. like I'm getting old.

Been drinking very much lately other than clubbing, as usual. Alcoholic ain't a crime. It's something very common in life now. Hehe ..

Shall stop crapping, will be back soon :)

Time flies really fast, it's the last week of March. Almost did nothing.
Not really a good month tho. Can't recall what have I done in the month. =/

Feeling lost, I've got no idea.
I can't make decision, I'll get mad.
Mood swings really bad, I get pissed off easily.

Not really who I am now. What's wrong?
Something is missing inside, but I dont know what is it.
Felt that, something has gone in me. What was that?

I'm confused. I have no idea.

So much thoughts, thoughts, every night before I sleep.
Things never be easy, but never too hard.
It could be complicated, it could not be too.

Life is short, or not.


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Let's cut 'em off.

I had this dream a year back, not those dream-in-the-sleep but the dream, a thing, a goal I wished for.
Never thought I'd bring it to life. But now I wanted it to be life, live.
Not sure if I can do it, but i'll try. I want to build my dream.
Given myself few years time, hopefully I can do it.
No, it's a must to do it. Not gonna give up.

Pre-planning now.
So much to learn, so much to plan, so much to do.
But it's okay, that's where the dream begin from. :)

Life, is all about dare to dream but not forgetting to bring it to life.

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I wanna get an ink, on my wrist. With an inspiring word.
A word, that motivates and inspires me in life.

What do you think?

No cheesy word, no common word, but something ..

Xoxo.

 Oh wow! It's the third week of March. Time flies. How have you people been? Hope everything are doing great.

It's the month of March, my birthday was just a week ago. It came so fast and it went off so fast. March still doing fine, not really, but uhh.. yea.. I don't know.

Finally had a hair cut at Editor Salon located in Setia Alam, which was well recommended by DaphneCharice. I can't recall when was the last time I went to the salon, probably.. 6 - 8 months back? I've no idea.

I've decided to get a shorter fringe instead of bangs, and 3inches shorter at the back, which it never make any difference to anyone. Haha, people was like, " you seriously cut your hair? like, seriously? " I'm sure most of you that followed my instagram, my hair was freaking long & thick. But yea, just give me some time to get it shorter. I'll definitely cry my ass off if I ever get a short hair, but but but ... whatever.


Definitely a shorter hair & went for even brighter color.

So yeah, my birthday, it was good, a super peaceful one. No, I don't want a fancy dinner, luxury gifts. All I want is just to spend time with my beloved one, friends & family.


Went Providence 2 days before birthday, Family dinner the day before, Skybar at 12am and spend my actual day with the friends.


March oh March .. I feel lost at times, most of the time, but I always know deep in my heart that, what I wanted, I'm just, not so sure of it. *craps* throughout these days, I've realized so much ... life. :)

It was FMFA14 on the past weekend. I was working, as usual. I don't really like to spend hundreds on party entry, I'd rather get a free pass. Hehhee .. anyway, I love to work & rave :)

FMFA14 ASOT650 was awesome, but unfortunately few people died due to drugs overdose, so the last day of FMFA14 was forced to be cancelled. :( Sigh. But well, at least we had a great at Happer Damansara Jaya with the crews.


One of the best shot during work. It was fun working with the crew & all party animals. :)

Coming weekends will be busy with work, so many things waiting to be done. & so many March babies around me. :) Shall party rock this month before I start something new in April onwards.

Xoxo