A stupid sentence, The world is too big, really BIG.

I've been having bad headache for two days, due to the bad bad cried i had yesterday. Brain kinda crashed.

Seriously, the world is too big and it's really scary. and im honestly not prepare to step out to reach the world alone. I aint independent at all even though sometimes i do, because i have to. To protect myself. and it's not easy to be independent for a person like me, you don have to know why and i dont know how to explain anyway.

After since i first step out from schooling, i met alot different kind of people and believed the world is dangerous if you don't learn how to see the world. There are many more people come and go around me, even met many difference faces every single day.

Sometimes people being good to you, doesnt mean you can really trust them. Even sometimes your best friends, the person you trust alot. They might hurt you, betray you and you will never know.

I've been through alot similar things like that, but still im being naive till now, i promise i'll never. Because i've got really enough with all these nonsense that non stop repeating in my life. I don't even wanna remember how many times i've been betrayed, no matter how much i trust them, how much im being good to them. It's all just a lie.

Honestly and the truth is, there's no one you can ever fully trust, NONE! i can tell. Yes, they might be trusted but you'll never know in one day what's gonna happen to you. No one you can trust, but only yourself.

Was on the phone with Sam, was talking about betrays. And we both said, never be the 100% of who you are when your outside the world. Though we both always being the real us. Outside of your own home, people tend to pretend who they are. They can be really nice, really good and friendly, but you will never know if it's true.

Yes, i met this guy. He was really nice but what's the end? He betrayed me. What was the point before those? I was being your real good friend and everything and i though you were too, but the truth is NO. Your just a lie.

As what i've mentioned, you got to pretend who you are. But besides i realised one thing, which i really did. and i must say many thanks to those people who opened their eyes and see the truth. I love being myself, i trust people very easily. I can never pretend not to be myself. I can never change this attitude trusting people easily, but im trying. Really trying.

Can someone lead me to the world? It's valentine soon, are you gonna be there to lead me? I'm sorry, am just too dependent. (:

I'm growing up, yes. I did alot even though am still a kid for you people.

No blogging, no facebooking, no twittering till i finish it! ):

LOLs.

It's already Febuary, OMG.

Nothing much for the day, really bored.

Was msn-ing with KV and Jiunn.

KV, was talking about money. and we said Money cant solve everything but Hardwork can get everything. Do you agree?

Jiunn, birthday present. This question makes me realise my wish list is kinda really expensive. the cheap one i think only bearbrick? (:

Am now saving money for my birthday, (: planning if i could reach NDS amount, then im gonna get one.

I realised very long and still thinking, scratching my head over it. My birthday falls on TUESDAY. if im not mistaken i suppose on the buffer week. (: no class. *Hopefully*

I was suppose to post about a statement, talking about these day generation girls. Mayb gotto delay first, i really want to talk about it. This is just an issue. (: no offence.

having back ache. ):

urghhhh, i don't know why im feeling lazier these day. tsk.

p/s: im feeling my world, instead of the world. *shh*

Let's recall what i've been busy lately till i left my blog dead.

I left my blog since 27 Jan, Wed right? Kinda busy with assignmentS, yes, with the S.

was handling 3assignments but now added one more, which suppose have 1month time but ended up 2weeks due. And it's not really easy, cause it's a busines/organization assignment which i always have blank minded with it even full of question marks ): but luckily it's a group assignment and the individual one is coming after CNY, tsk. even now is kinda rushing with Moral's, due on Tuesday. This coming tuesday 2 Feb. and i still got a lil bit more. Thanks to the lazyness lar .

Nth much in the past, went Klang yesterday (Saturday) for a lil hang out with family. Went Klang Parade, and bought a Polo Tee at Hang Ten. Heading to Hang Ten next week with Gong and friends and aunt, and probably the whole feb will be there because I can get 50% off for everything there, but only in the month of Febuary. Because my mom applied the membership card and her bday falls on the Feb.




Some pictures taken in the Hang Ten fitting room, the two Shirts i bought. (: gonna choose few more Polo Tee from there, I lovee Polo Tee. Hang Ten's quality is not bad and price quite ok, even can get cheaper sometimes.

Then we had Bak Kut Teh, my favourite for dinner with relatives. and they had staircase at their house for the upper-left-out empty place, they renovate the empty place became a room for my grandma, whom already at America for many years and finally coming back, I think.

Went to some boutiques at Uptown today, bought 2 tops for CNY and 2 bottoms for coll wear. Then headed off to Tropicana City Mall, was suppose for a lil walk but ended up bought my sis a Piano. I was suppose to learn piano with her but i wanna keep my nails long so instead, she's gonna be my teacher at home ^^ She taught me a simple 5second playing today.

Was Pica with friends, and i bought my laptop there to finish up the assignment and had 1 tower. SO they now moved on for second round. Sad case i cant join =/

Phew, very sleep these day because i slept at 4am on the friday night and woke up at 11am on the saturday and slept at 1smth on the saturday and woke at 9smth on the sunday. =/ crazy, might be okay for certain people but not me. because in the middle of the day i did not take a nap, was out out out walk walk walk the whole day. Phewww..

Quite a number of pictures of myself today, will only post in blog when needed bah (: no more individual's picture in facebook except for profile pic. ^^

Starbuck first came to my life was when i was in form4, 16. Previously was Coffee Bean. Thanks to old buddies brought me to Starbucks and so Im totally in love with it and said BYE to Coffee Bean.

Starbucks is slightly more expensive than COffee Bean but i can say is much nicer than Coffee Bean, (my own taste okay) When i first got into Starbucks, i used to walk-in quite often till my purse really not filling anything edi so i gotto control myself from it. This is really sad okay! No starbucks everymonth. Like already used to atleast walk-in once in a month. But after the last two years, 2008 i think then i stop this addict habit though i really cant. But atlast i did loh =D

Even now also once in a ... 2months? no eh, almost 3months dint walk-in liao. Sigh. Nevermind.

Though im a lover of Starbucks, i did not update myself about their latest news. And here im gonna tell you one thing about it, i feel so so so much outdated !

See this Planner below?

It is Starbucks 2010 planner, Nice kan? FYI, i love collecting planner or nice notebooks. This promotion actually ended since 15 Jan 2010, started at Last year November. Sigh, how outdated am I right?

Alright, how you can get it FREE. All you need to do is just walk in and purchase drinks and collect stamps, 11 stamps then you can exchange this Planner. And i just realise i got only 3/11 . -.-

Within this week i must walk in and ask if they still got anot. Mustt !

p/s: I got this info from bloghopping. I AM SO OUT-DATED!!