It's end of September. Time flies, as always. Stressing again with all the assignments & projects datelines in the month of Nov. Some has begun some not. Dramas all around recently, the ups & downs. As usual, hoping for a better tomorrow :)

As I mentioned earlier, baby girl flew off to UK. About a year plus. Did a hand made photo frame for her with a short essay message at the back with my bad hand writing.


We don't meet nor talk often, but we never forget to share stuff to each other :) I barely have a real girlfriend. She's one of 'em, my dearest girlfriend :) She's can be very good, & very naughty at the same time. Hehe .. She stays with me, after seeing the real me, the ugly me, the stupid me. -__- Thank you hun for all the supports though we only be friends for just a year or two. not too long. but friend is about quality. :)

Our last yum cha, a day before she left. Met up for only less than 45mins. Ofcourse, i made it to sent her off at the air port. hehe ..

So much to spend, can hardly save now a days. All the debts & fees. No, I don't simply spend anymore. Those are old debts & finally cleared. Jobs are getting lesser. As far now there's no job in October, which is not a good thing. No income. Trips lining up in December, I can't be jobless ): But assignments are chasing my ass off. Imma super woman. Haha ..


Bought two of these cute lil balls. EOS Lip Balm. Well known in overseas. It's from UK or US. I don't remember,  I get 'em from Italia De Shoppe. It work not bad for me, I bought summer fruit (red) & strawberry sorbet (pink). Summer fruit smells better & sweeter, strawberry sorbet smells .. nothing? LOL. Quite smooth & moisture but I don't like that when after it dries, it gives me a thin layer of dead skin on my lips. Maybe different people comes with different result. It's cheap. You may want to give a try if you're the type of person that always has dry lips.Anyhow, I still prefer my Fresh Sugar lip treatment with SPF protect :) Will share about it next time.

Urging to swim, job & cycle recently. The outdoor activity mood is back. Gotta arrange time for it. Does anyone know any nice pool out there where I can swim for free? Something like public pool, but make sure it's clean & good hygiene. Do let me know if you know any :)

Vainpot sikit before end :)


Xoxo.

Bello, blink of an eye, it's Friday here and it's gonna be another freelancing weekend. Fully scheduled for my Sept weekends. Last week was We Love Asia, kinda fun but was worked for MyTeksi.

An average week. Studies were fine, stress as always. Final Year Project gonna due in 2months time, only 1/3 done and another 2/3 still stressing for it. 5 more assignments. I wish I'm good in words to describe my feelings. Love reading Daphne Charice's Blog, she can always describe her feelings in details with words. & all I can do is just chuck all feelings in heart. Suck. Getting the habit to shut all in myself which I'd prefer to split 'em out in words like I used to last time. I couldn't even blog randomly with craps which I used to do back then, even now in assignments, I can't think of words. Gosh, getting bad in writing (though it never be good).

Gonna work for the following ... 10 days freelances. What to do, gotta earn. *self shoot* Girlfie leaving to UK for good in less than a week time. So much to say about her. Ahhhh, sad.

Empty schedule for October, not a good thing. Gotta start hunting jobs. Student life, :( Why am I not enjoying my student life anymore? Really miss my old bunch of friends, been with them for like almost 3 years. Really miss those days with them, how we smashed someone's car with ice-cream, jokes together, cheating & helping each other on assignments, chilling & blowing water during break, studied together at the mamak early morning before exam, & stuff ... Oh yes, I admit I really do regret deferring my study. Should have not deferred and graduate with them. That would be much more meaningful.

Hardly talk to people now with the current batch of friends, it's like, they've been a group for years & I'm like some random strange kid appeared out of no where and irresponsible skipped classes in previous sem then caused a gap between. Well, it never be hard for me to make friends but depend of what kind of situation and always have this traumatic thing due to some pasts. Ugh. Really wish could get along with them though I'm kinda of the alone person but com'on, it's a student Uni life. Cannot imagine I'm ending up alone knowing no one on my graduation.

Final Year Project is totally stressing me up, like so much. I'm very bad in my major and totally lost passions & interests in it, has became part of the reason of skipping class. But well, I don't want to mention the main reason causing me to skipped classes. I cant take stresses, too much. & have to attend 1 - 1 classes especially on those subject I'm really really bad in it. At least back then I have like 3 of us in this course but now i'm alone in the course. Felt so helpless. But conclusion, I still don't enjoy my student life that much after since focusing so much on working out for life & after deferment. The only thing I enjoy in student life is that I can take an off day anytime ;p agree no? whatever. Hard life. Tough much. Every girl's dream, to married a billionaire & dont have to do anything. LMAO.

Something touches my feeling that day, reminding how I've been left out from my N-years BFF. Not that I got left out but, how far we've been apart from. I never stop missing them, anyhow, life still goes on. Everyone has grown with our own lives. Well. Goodnight to whoever is reading this. :) Xoxo

Last weekend of August & I decided not to take any job. Partied with boyfie's gang on the Friday night, Merdeka Eve & also for a friend's birthday. Was supposed to head down to Zouk on Saturday with girlfie but period hit coincidently, home at last.

Things aren't going smooth for the whole damn week, it was bad & tough week. AGAIN. Oh August. Here comes September, please be good to me. *pray hard*. Overall for the past 8 months, 244 days in 2013 weren't really good for me. Sigh. So many things happened. Driving me crazy.

Last sem of my final year has begun since last week. Throughout was all good not until the last day class of the week, Thursday. Biggest joke ever happened in life & forced to miss all classes. What a huge mistake can it be, & ended huge disaster. Gosh. Really tough week I had. Weekend wasn't that good, so so.

New month ahead, 3 more months left. I haven't really achieve a thing. Instead, pressure even more. Anyhow, new month with new plan. Hoping it works. Ugh, no collapsing allowed this year, gotta keep fighting. Filled my two weekends of September with jobs as usual. Haven schedule for October yet, gotta get it done soon.

kthxbye.