時間過的好快，還剩下2013最後的兩個星期。今天已經是星期三，還剩大概20天。
最近心情好忐忑，起起伏伏。別說煩學業，家事都夠煩了，感情也不穩定。唉。
最近好多感觸，也少了很多推動力。煩惱煩惱。
I was bored, slacked half of my day on my bed. I don't feel happy recently, rather a stressful upset week. I miss my mom, she'll be back on this weekend.
Pre christmas party this weekend, was actually really excited but mood just went down.
I was thinking, that I want to build a new blog. I want to delete all the old sucky memories in this blog. But I cant do it, memories flooded in this blog.
I cant help pressing the previous button reading all the old past posts when I'm feeling down.
I need to go somewhere, some where that no one knows me or perhaps no one around me, quite and silent, no human sound, just the nature noise, with a bottle of beer would be great, and a friend who does not know anything about me, sitting beside me quietly.
Not a very excited year for me. Never a year. I always put hope, but why do I sound like a hopeless freak or a weirdo here.
I wish there's a machine or a technology, that can read & describe my feelings.
Ever since I stopped sharing/describing my feelings to anyone, I can't even read my own feelings anymore. It's all numbed.
life oh life.
