Hello peeps, my line is soo slow, uploading photos to my fb page (: *patient*

Was superbly sick last night, ): fever+superb bad headache+cough+flu+period cramp=iwanttodieplease?
Gawdd nya, thank god im much better now, only coughing (:
Days were good, just kinda stilltryingtoletgo, i still cant stop thinking imma fool over all. Idk how should i explain, but i hate like that, please? Can all the guys stop fooling me around? So funny huh? Whatever!
Btw, im feeling much better with my "newlife", getting use to it already (: My daily routine from Monday - thursday are all just the same, 830am - 245pm class, then take an hour journey lrt home. Haha, i kinda like the feeling taking an hour journey lrt home alone. Like so many things flashing/running through my mind, (:

Btw, some behind the scene and i personally love photos from the Sekinchan Photoshoot (:

Camera: Nikon D3000
Photographer: No Experience IsabellXL (haha, :P)





The three photos with [JieyiPinkabell edited], i actually brightened by just 3% (: Nothing edited, no worries. (:

Great, only 77/200 photos uploaded after half an hour. Be patient kay? I think 200 photos is the max amount in an album, i dont rmb how many photos i supposed to upload, but anyway, you can check it out here after when it done (: There are total of 200 photos. (:

Went Photoshooting with Mikeyip CWKen Jloi at Sekinchan, located somewhere at Kuala Selangor i  guess? It's a 1 and half journey, or more. We drove off from my hse at around 7, had breakfast before we go and reach home around 330 (: We had seafood there after shooting (: Not forget to mention, my sister IsabellXL came along with me, she played around with Nikon D3000, will upload behind the scene photos in fb tmr and will blog about it. Stay Tune.

Teehee!

I've got my photos from Mike, very much thank you :D

Here's two i picked that i like.


I think this is superb cool!


and i like this :D It somehow shows my mood.

:D

Girls just love to picture pretty much, every girls' want.

No girls can ever leave without "camwhore" the word, spoken in malaysia.

I'm sorry, i just afraid the word "camwhore". My aunt from US actually screwed me very badly for using the word "CAMWHORE" cause i AINT a whore! LMAO.

I finally start trying out to cam myself with my mini instant camera, and im superbly lovin' it! I always love the effect of instant camera's result. It always gives you mostly what you want.

and it has a diff feeling with it. Don't you think so?


I love the left one. :D


Both cam during family dinner just now.

SO yea, i have things to blog since it's just a random post.


There's so many cannot be spoken out, it has to be secret to certain people, my parents. which about my relationship .

I'm sorry if i said i feel so lifeless sometimes in my tweet.  I DO LOVE MY LIFE AND THANKFUL TO MY PARENTS OKAY .

But what i want to say is, sometime i wish i could have a lil bit diff life like not that over control in my life, seriously.

I sometimes wish to do what others could, like night life such as yum cha till 12am, overnight trip with friends and bf, no underground relationship .. get what i mean?

im sure this is what the basic things everybody wants for. I'm very thankful i have such pretty-overly strict parents. But i do need a slightly more freedom, and there's nothing diff "CURFEW EXTENDED".

I wish i could share my relationship-talk with mummy daddy, telling them about how my relationship going on, giving advices, breakfast lunch dinner together with mummy daddy and bf .. and those .. isn't this is so nice and many many unwanted things will never happen.

Ofcouse, i don't blame them for doing this. I do understand, and i don't mind my dad dislike and doesnt accept bf, but he should not came out with those hurting words about bf. I mean, even i lied we're friends, he still hate me meeting him, hanging out with him. He controls who are my friend, how i met my friends .. I understand why he did so, but can somebody stand on my side and think for me and understand how i feel and stop giving advice saying i'm wrong because none of you understand the actual situation..

It's been so long there's somebody standing on my side to think and understand me, only bf. and there's so many things im sure i don't need to speak them out here.. because i don need to hurt anyone and i don't need opinion from people who doesn't actually know the truth and giving me the so-called mature thinking advices.

Sighs, i'm sorry if i've offence any of you. Cause i've been keeping so much inside and i just have to complains some time.

I say, who know the true fact of Jieyi?

The title say it all, im still feeling like a 5yr old kid nao.

I went through many bloggies. turning back to mine, a kiddy bloggy . LOLs.

But honestly, i barely feel myself a 19 year old girl.

My dad warn me after going out 4 Saturdays, only.

I don't think it's too much going out ONLY once in a week, overall i only go out 4 times per month.

wtf.

Yet he WARNED me. Blah, i do say all the time, i've got used to it. But seriously i just wanna make myself feel more like a legal person, though my curfew extended..LIKE-REALLY-EXTENDED.  hahaa!

it's just half way typing, but i know most of you is saying "there are many poorer than you" or things like that. But if you want to read this, you don't come to compare me with others k? me here just telling my feelings.

I must say i do love my family and they way they take care and protect me. But sometimes i just wish to be abit more like the others 19 year old people.

i didn't mean like, going clubs and have such fantastic powderful night. But atleast no warning from going out only ONCE in a week lor.

Tsk, besides, i do appreciate nags from them and i do understand. but, like everyone say to me all the time, "great, you so gonna wait till 21, haha" -.-

Like seriously, my no-curfew no-warns only when im after 21?

i don't blame how they controls me, but sometimes the words they say .. i think it's too much.

a very good example, "NO! he is so much diff from them" (meaning behind: He= no studies type Them=my coll mate/schl friends) isn't this is crisis? or wtv to describe.

 I mean, hello, everyone is the same okay. you don't have to wear colour-specs or make yourself like having dog-eyes looking down on people.

Gawdd ..

Let's not spoil the post yet.

I received photos from JackieLoi, one of the photographer.

I personally love this one among all ..

Well, i've said before i prefer landscape and photos like this.. (:

I think this is nice too, and 1 more ..

i likey this 3 the most among all.

and i think it's really time for DIET PLAN, i know im always never-ending-diet. Diet plan of mine actually not everyday, hahaa .. cos sometimes tired and lazy then skip . aiks ..

i think i must really improve my english real soon. Reading so many bloggies and back to mine, feelin' like a 5yr old blog. tsk tsk ..

Oh ya, im planning to straighten my hair but it kind costy. rm238 included treatments and cut. Ofcourse me not gonna cut my hair but mayb trim my fringe..

still thinking, sumore need to buy my baby iphone  .. and buffet with gong, (cos i said i wanna treat him), and mayb dinner on mother's day (also count half on me) .. if like that, i'll left only abit of my salary and no shopping liao. =X