Bell ♥: February 2009

When will it stop ?

Friday, February 27, 2009

hello, =) i hope everything here is fine. Blog not dead i think..

i don blog that often like last time because im seriously tired much after work and i dont get enough sleep.. and yet tears still washing my face. GOSH.

great.

went dinner with jimuis and weiwei & shaik chyi and one of their fren at our usual restaurant. =) as usual we drank some and they gamble after that at ken's kung fu's place ( or wtv it calls, teehee ) home almost 11 something i think?

my gawd! today's cust are driving me crazy like dam-gawd. for godness-sake there are almost " billion " of human walking in and u can hear the number ticket machine beep non stop and our finger have to click down the " next " button with " ding-dong " non stop. gosh!

went supper with daddy & sis, i call it a happy supper of the day =)
mummy went korea, awww.. i miss her again! =/ she's comin' back on monday. ^^

alright, i should off to my wonderland now. nightz

Choices.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Who don wish to have more choices? Im sure everyone DOES.

I'd no idea why am i so tiring these days, Gosh!

urm, any topic for me today? It's seriously bored aight!! why does a stupid human alive eyhh! cause problems like dam-gawd.

everything is changing half way i think? im sure it does too..

I dont see myself changing ( no body will say they've changed ) but im really sure i nvr change, is just that i need more choices to choose a better one. Seriously, i need a better man. Im not saying you are bad or whatever but I have long more way to go, i have an unknown-future-further path to finish.. who knows what's next right? Time will flow everything to the past and look forward for a better next. give urself a chance and give the others a chance and do better than the previous one.

Wishes Flies..

Sunday, February 22, 2009

You know, Im really tired.. pphew~!

currently at my cousin's hse, i stayed over night since ytd.. we went for yum cha with her frens at night.. finally painted my nails with some pretty colour =)

great, im going for my driving test tmr, pray for me yea ^^

Great!

Friday, February 20, 2009

Gawd, this is damn tiring kay.

urm, went to Fei One Lok Lok with him after work =D i just love that.. and home after that..

i have no idea what should i write now, im just feeling so tired and wanna screw some body. Gish!!

2 more days and it'sanother week.. how friggin fast could time flies maN! cant it just stop for 1 second ? atleast ? =/

i don want time fly that fast.. im not done everything yet.

Atleast i think?

Thursday, February 19, 2009

I tot i was suppose to post ytd but for no reason i went to my dream =X

alright, shall recall back smth =) urm, i went dinner with jimuis at OU ytd night.. wow.. we had Shabu and we seriously ordered too much.. hahhaa.. well, atleast we had loads of fun i think? =) i just miss those moment with em, it feel so so much better.. thanks.

grrrr, had no idea im seriously feeling lost now days, no way for me to concentrate at all in anything.. gosh!

today's feeling so so so need a bed. =/ don ask, and my legs are almost jelly though i dont need to walk and stand much but yet.. grrrll ! p/s: girl's stuff why u care ? LOLS

alright, i shall finish up my stuff now and off to bed thought it's soo friggin early =p

I wish.. What?

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

OMG, did i dead-kan my blog ? im sure it does. DEAD. sorry for keeping u guys bored when enter my blog, i wasnt in a good situation now days that's why i dint update my blog =/

urm, did i mention i own a counter? LOLs. nahh, just that im working at the counter for a moment.. it's okay i think? so that it could makes me busy and not thinking too much.

i think my valentine wasnt that bad actually, atleast i went for dinner at a place which i really want to try and dint know it cost us like a big-damn-god-fortune. LOL.

Seriously, don ask me what have i been busy lately, definately not going out, i've been washing my face with tears dropping from my eyes. GOSH! I can consider is everything-single-day. GAWD man. I dont want to, who wants it? but atleast thanks to him for being there 24/7 for me.

I don't know, i felt everything are changing.. he and he and everyone and everything.. do they still rmb me? or i should say are we still the same like how are we when schl life?

mayb im just a bored person for always not-allowed-to-go-out.. i admit that, but this is not wat i want.. grahh~!

great, who knows right? mayb they dont need a person like this? or mayb im just thinking too much. fcuk it!

P/s: My Shared Blog is now opened =) do have a look ^^ we do buttons request =)

Aren't it suppose to ?

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Aren't a valentine suppose to be happy for everyone and couples?

or i should say must a valentine day belongs to couple?

I wasn't in a good-term for a week, and i don't think i'll be okay for a moment..

well, atleast thank you for the accompany when im really fall into the drain. I wish i could let go and stand up with myself.

I suppose you to be okay, I'm sorry.. just give me some time.. I need it.

The Day We Begin We End.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

o4.o3.o6 12.48am the day we began.
11.o2.o9 o9.34pm the day we ended.

I know it's a hard decision for me and you..

or mayb you think that it's nothing for me..

and u always think that way.. you'll always be you..

and you'll nvr change..

I love you that's the truth..

We decided to stop walking it's the truth..

We've reaches our end, and we should stop walking..

We both need a rest..

Let our love be the past tense and keep our memories deep inside..

The habit that'll nvr change but it's time to change..
Goodbye my love. Thank you.

There's Just a Needs.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

I feel so Confuse, I feel so sorry, I don't know what I should do.. I don't know how I should do..

Why cant we just take it easy and leave it easy? cant it just make it easy and better?

No, Nothing's free nothing's easy..

All i can do is.. just let it be as normal.. and give me a peace.

Im Lovin It!

Friday, February 06, 2009

It's true, Im Lovin' it.. I want it More.. I need it more..

Went dinner with Him for two days already, and ytd was a urm.. "undescribeable" day but consider a lil disaster. LOLs. Though I still miss that Mng =)

wth! i have no words to describe now.. and ever.. what should i friggin do now? gish!

and jimuis, when's our next meet up? >=p

It happened.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

phew, was placed at the counter again.. not an easy job kays.. It's a "worry" job. hahahaaas..

just kidding..

it was lucky everything's perfect this two days at the counter.. taadaaaa!

had a second dinner with kor just now at chow yang..

trlalala, i wonder if i should just paint my nails again? but i need a new colour.. deng.. =/

pasar malam on thursday, anyone pls? hahahaaa..

alright, i shall off now cos i gotta attend my driving lesson tmr and pls pray it wont happen the same thing again..

Sometimes we just love to dream.

Monday, February 02, 2009

I know it'd never ever gonna happen but i wish the dream could just last abit longer.

Sometimes I dont prefer to dream, but sometimes when I've already knows the truth I'll rather to dream instead.

Who don want their wish come true? but what can you do when you know it'll never gonna come true?

Im living in the dream now. though i knew it'll nvr ever come true, i'd prefer the dream could last 1more day.

I would forever answer nothing, because i know it nvr gonna come true.

ILY.

You'r the Words.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

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oh-my-effing-gawd. i've been eating loads of diff candy which to help to cure cough and few diff medicine, i dont taste anything at all anymore. my tastebud just dead i think? because of all those candies and medi. gosh! i'll nvr want to sick anymore.. it's crazy eating those candies and medi and cough during the midnight when you've already reach the wonderland and the cough just freak you awake. gish!

it's a new month of the year 2009. how fast could time flies.. and i've work for almost more than a half month..

ytd i work at the counter due to 2 ppl from counter was mc. i think.. but counter 1 came back around 11.. i was so happy ytd because i saw my best favourite beloved math teacher! pn.liew.. i was shocked and same goes to her when i called her. she said i looks familiar but she couldnt rmb my name due to im wearing spec and she was freak out that i wore spec. hahaha.. love lots ! ^^

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Let me tell you something real stupid. I've already made an appointment earlier to attend my driving lesson today, I also woke 30mint before my instructor reach my place. I sat outside for almost 40mints but i dont see any L car here.. grrr.. instead, i awake kor for breakfast by accidentally. LOLs. so yea i just came back for breakfast with him and now ready back to my wonderland =) nighty.

p/s: baby i miss you. D2, i miss you to. =)

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