Bell ♥: January 2009

When was It ?

Friday, January 30, 2009

i was planned to blog ytd but urm dint manage due to the late-reach-home.

thanks kor for your ride ytd morning to work. i wasnt in a good situation ytd morning as thing happened the day before. I appreciate ytd's night conversation with D. =) thanks for your forgiveness and your understanding.

went back home for dinner and bathe then headed to Ken's place ytd. was suppose to give him a supprise but dint manage to =/ aiks. nvm =) gave Sam & Ken a best friend hug when we meet up. Had another dinner with Ken's family. hahaha, moved on to Ken's aunty's house for a visit after dinner.. we camwhore lots, conversation lots.. =) ahhhh! i wish we best friend could be like that atlest twice in a week. =/ miss you guys so much! when next? urm, home around 1something by Ken's mother gambling there. His sis or mom is really lucky enough to win almost everyone's ang pau. hahahah..

what's on earth gonig on today? god knows why is there so many peepo walk-in. and most of `em gave up for the long queue. L-O-L.

thanks for the devil reach in a time for giving me an illness again. teeeex!

p/s: I wont be uploading pics in my blog temporarily. if wanna see, view my facebook =)

A little Over react.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Mayb i am just abit over react.. because i used to answer like that when they question me like that..

Im sorry D. I know i shouldnt have, I know you'r just over protective and worry me. Im sorry. Love lots.

went to baby's place for dinner with his family just now =) thanks.

i have no words to describe what's in my heart now. Im finding a word, a b c .. what could it be? I wanna be alone now. or mayb atleast without them? just temporarily. please? may i leave? just for a moment? sometimes, i dont with to grow up but sometimes i wish im 21. im just trying to appreciate my own happiness but why cant i? or mayb i dont have to now? fcuk!

i wish am there now and receive a hug from him and make it a describtion atleast? I need you now.

I wish time could stay there.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Wow, Happy Chinese Niu Year peepo ^^

can i consider CNY is the happiest day for all the kids? they can follow their parents here and there and collect ang pau(s) .. I think that's what every kids loved.

Went to Klang, my all-mom's-side-grand-house for visit.. went for few houses. LOLs. got many ang paus.. I can consider this year will be the most less ang pau i got ( excluding my first-of-my-life-salary ) There's no reason why because it shouldnt be explained. but im still happy with it though im always the least ang pau among my sis =)

went puchong's neway this afternoon untill evening.. then headed to OU with kor for movie.. we had sakae ^^ thanks kor anyway.. and know what? for the sake we got stuck when we'r going out. we paid our card and slot in the thing and the tiang suppose to move upwards but its not moving at all.. it wasted our 30mints time just to search for some usefull security or whoever working there.. this is just sake.. alright, let not mention it anymore.. =)

the movie was nice, The Wedding Game.. it's a funny movie, everyone laugh till their stomach ache. hahahaa.. i dont rate movies, so watch yourself ^^

wooo, i can see many peepo had already done something to their hair, like colouring it. hahahas.. i wanted too but since im not allowed so just forget about it. curling my own hair by myself these days, wasnt looks so good ytd but today was much more better =) satisfied with it. ahahass..

well, i can see many things are changing, or mayb changing even more? seriously i miss em, i meant my besties.. i wonder if they still rmb me? =( grahh, nth could be better than em, aiks..

great, gotta work tmr =) shall move my ass off now =)

Thank you.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Was suppose yum chat with kor ytd night but couldnt make it. So I'll just keep myself in room and prepare a lil for CNY.

Like finally I painted red+pink on my nails ytd night and added some glitters, So it wouldnt looks plain and it almost freaks me out because it's night time and with redy pinky nails. ewwww. but it looks nice after added some glitters on it =)

Alright, went for lunch with my family and my mom's brothers' families at Amarda Hotel, ( or wtv it is ) around 12.. Woooo, I spent almost 2 hours for preparing because i wanna try something on my hair and it sucessed! I curl-ed some of my hair and straighten some so it wont looks too mature =) and totally love today's style. hahahahs *perasan-nya*

home after that and accompany kor for his *brunch*. LOLs. we went to wong kok.. and had loads of conversation.. hahahas..

and im now at home =) dint help for tonight's dinner.. muahahaha.. due to my left eye abit prob =( .. grahhh!

alright, shall continue tmr. btw, i dint know I've picture almost 20 pictures today during lunch time with my sis. hahaha.. will post up those pics on either tuesday.. =)

Who knows?

Saturday, January 24, 2009

just another hour and will be the 30th as wat the chinese called. everyone will be having dinner together at home or somewhere. I wonder mine.

I've just came back from dinner with my families, had " yee sang " earlier. LOLs.

not many ppl come for payment or wtv, it's a saturday and it used to be quiet. doodle-d some word-for-heart-borken-ppl's. duno how to explain. dint bring back the paper, left it at office.

ishh, suppose to yum cha with kor now but daddy not allowed because it is 10:30pm, "very late" so nvm lor. =/

have only 2days off for CNY, not enough but it's okay lar atleast i can have some "excuse" to go out at night. muahahahaaa..

Cant believe it's CNY, and i only can enjoy for 2days.. time pass really fast. it's another new year. goshhhh.. i just cant stop cant-belive-it's-a-new-year.... i couldnt help it. i just don wish time fly.. i wish time could pass abit more slower though sometimes i wish it could fly faster. but i still prefer time walk like a turtle..

you know? I miss him so much though i know i shouldnt but who cares?

You know it wouldn't be..

Friday, January 23, 2009

I know im not suppose to but it just came like this and it cant takes off easily. I dont wish to but i couldnt control how much i need it. I wish it was just a dream and will flows away like this.

Since it happened and nothing could control how it goes on, I'll just let it be and appreciate what I have now.

Forever & Had before. Which would you prefer?

I prefer to had before. Even though you cant have it now but atleast you had before. Or mayb some people might prefer forever. But Nothing's Forever. So appreciate now and not waiting for tmr.

Chinese New Year is just another 2 more days. I used to love CNY but i Dont anymore. Aint CNY suppose to be happy ? but it doesnt seemed to since years ago. Though time wouldnt turn back, why not just make things better than before? I hope i could.

You know, sometimes i feel like flying everywhere myself. But I wish there were someone flying with me instead. I need someone could fly even better, Im waiting..

(p/s: im just abit emotional now, try to understand if you want, simply go trough it you don want to understand, )

Rather know nothing.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Yes im blogging today. No reason just feels like.

My msn will auto sign in whenever I my modem is connected. there's always a small notification when ppl's msn is on and i saw one of my used-to-be-my-very-trustable-good-friend. It makes me thinks the past about us and nothing about now. Mayb it is suppose to? cause it's already since o6/12/o8. ( i dont mind if you don understand, either continue scroll down or Alt+F4 )

Currently not really in the mood. Went for my driving lesson this morning is everything was fine. just few more lesson to attend.

I thought i'll be in a fine-mood today but it seems still-okay. Thanks kor for listening me ytd =)

Gawd, im just non-stop *cough cough cough*. Blahhs.

Who'll be the true one and who's the lies ? Im confuse and afraid.

How does the path going on? Do it need a break for a rest?

Im not sure, it wasn't suppose to.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Yea, trying to spend a lil time to check my mails and blog =) I miss my blog so much. I can rmb i used to renew my layout everytime. hahas.

Just got my colour lens. I dont even how many pairs and what colour i've bought until my sis sent to me ytd night. LOLs. got free lens case and pretty love it so much! and it's so pretty cute and adorable!

Was suppose to send my friend's lens but couldnt make it due to the heavy rain and the jams there. It's obsolutely friggin jams this week because it's new year next week and am still here complaining I-don't-have-enough-new-year-cloths-and-i-need-$$ !

Gawd, this is just so sick. I've been feeling illness since last week untill now. no improvement at all. Kor drives me home just now by mummy's dinner at nowhere. hahahas.

I'm actually not busy after work at home but im just too tired to blog and see the monitor. I dont feel enough sleep everyday For-Godness-Sake though i sleep early every night but i dont this few nights.

Understand what im talking ah? nevermind lah.

LOLs.

Mayb it's mine's but mayb it's yours. God knows what's going
on and we just couldnt feel better. Mayb we should take a break though we nvr
want to. I love you. But it's reaching the ending point. What should we
DO?

attending my 4th driving lesson tmr, gonna edit some of my blog's profile. taaaz.

What you've got before?

Monday, January 19, 2009

Great! dead blog =) when was my last post? ytd? the day b4 ytd? right, mayb last last few days ago. hahhaaas,

Dont ask me why i dont blog much these days, I've got no answer too. Im just lazy and tired by work and sickness.

Im happy with my job =) Im happy with my new friends, my new kor? hahahs, yea.. he's nice..

hmmm, wait. i've got something to share here. I've went for my 3rd car lesson and everything is just perfect! im so happy. so much better compare to my 2nd lesson which failed me like hell. hahahas, i even drove home during my 3rd lesson. =) gonna attend for my 4th lesson this week. teehee! (p/s: my instructor is even more nurvous than me. LMAO!)

Seriously and Honestly i cant wait for MPH warehouse sales, so i decided to buy 1 novel at Popular though it burn a lil hole in my pocket but worth i think? hahaas, if warehouse sales is not soon im gonna buy more when i got my first salary. teeeez =)

The busy-ness?

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Have been busy working and sleep lately, LOLs.

Changed my position, currently helping at counter =) any payment? register new line? ^^ teehees.

Kinda like there, everyone there is nice and helpful =) tell honest kays, hahaaas..

sooner or later, mayb next week or somewhere around week after next week i'll be incharging the hall of the place =/ i hope that's no true.

GoD, feeling so not well today. (already get used to it due to my health problem since years ago) nearly fall on the floor today because i can see few stars on my head. LOLs plus im now having my "girl's mummy", Gawd..!

have you ever try to have a friend that only know for 4 days but it feels like 4 years? im sure everyone does and me too =)

p/s: I still miss my jimuis & friends very much!!!! only able to meet up on saturday night and sunday =/ dont forget me! i miss you guys!!

The first try.

Monday, January 12, 2009

it has been some days since i last posted. i seriously need a bed for now so just a quick summary. =)

Saturday,went shopping @ time square & sg.wang with sis(s) and bought only few tops. went to meet up with dear before that.

Sunday,a homey day. Cleaned up my whole room, helped my aunt to do some snack for cny (only halfway).

Today, my first day work at Maxis. =) as a promoter. you'll sometime see me standing outside giving out broucher. but mostly i'll be inside serving those customer =) and i can rmb about maxis family plan & maxis broadband within halfday =) welcome any questions ^^ yea, had lunch alone =( but nvm, knew a new friend which only elder than me 1 yr, it's actually consider 2yrs elder couse he was born on the 1st of Jan. cool right? yea, we had loads of conversation. =) his nice ^^ (p/s: the world is really small, he was at the same primary as mine. kewl right?)

Kays, my wonderland is open. taaaz ^^

The Starts.

Friday, January 09, 2009

grrrr, was suppose meet up with baby today but due to his phone so-called-off-it-self end up having brunch alone =(

aite aite, gonna meet up tmr ^^ teehee. kays, went for my first driving class today. mayb some ppl whom nvr drive or first time driving will feel ah-im-driving, ahh-i-can-drive, ahh-im-so-happy, omg-omg-omg-how-how-how or smth.. LOLs, i dont feel happy, nervous or wtv, im totally no feeling but I've only 1 feeling, what's on earth is manual car a must for everyone when they start learning driving??? what's on earth there's a manual car here????? LOLs, that's what i feel once i sit at the driver seat. you have to use your some-energy to fully step the clutch, then u have to fully-step-again the clutch before this and that. omg! my leg doesnt feel tired or wtv, but instead my head burst after my driving lesson end. GAWD.

phew!

went to M's working place after dinner with cousin and suppose meet up with sue also but end up she's at home or somewhere on the earth.

need to visit my wonderland now. taaaz

It Suppose to.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Have you ever try to apply more than 10jobs within 5hours? Have you ever try to go for atleast 2interview within 3hours? LOLs. This is really funny.

there's 3 jobs approved me, there 1 more interview ,Etude House am suppose to go next week if im not working yet. there's Pink Pussy Cat, Maxis & TopShop. I decided not to work at PPC, so left TS & MS and am actually still thinking which one to go. I like TS but MS will be better. SO i think I decide to work at MS. and not to go for the last interview next week. But Im 100% a fans of Etude House, sobs =( mom and everyone rather me to work at MS. Pheww. Nevermind lor. So, gonna start my work next monday @ Maxis ss2.

Is this a joke? am using Digi and a totally digi fans but am working at Maxis and only used Maxis for once like within 2months. Hahahaa.. Seriously and honestly i know nothing about Maxis and i know alot about Digi, GAWD! why isnt Digi ss2 having vacancy nowww? this is so stupid kays.

great, buying another pair of lens =) am so in love with that colour compare to this one im wearing now. and im totally a Geo Lens Fans, I love their brand but beward, some are fake so becareful when you buy aites.

p/s: you dont buy something that you dont trust AT ALL.

It's all Whatever.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Had a friggin so called big-arguement with one of my family members. I dont want to but it's suppose to. Whatever!

right, grrrr.

wooo, busy today. went to digital mall to do something to my lappy, then went to collect my spec that i sent to repair ytd, then went to bank and so stupid. MayBank totally stupid! U need your License, L or P and your college student card, and ofcourse your IC to apply a Debit Visa Card. WTH? U must have that three cards to apply in MAYBANK! no choice, my mom wants to me choose MBB and I prefer their Debit Visa Card cause it's much nicer than the others one, so wait lor. =/

uhhh, tmr gotta go 1U again for interview, disssh!!!!

Gawd! I need to buy more diamonds, my diamonds are all used on my spec case & contact case and now gonna finish and i need it! grrrllll!! wanna see my spec case? Superb cute ^^ will picture it when it's done. But currently need more diamonds to finish it. =(

Went to update pixnet.net that blog today =)

It's not my fault i dont want to play pet society everyday like what i used to last time. It's all because pet society takes an hour to load la my gawd! damn stupid. once it finish loading I nvr want to close it. cos i dont wanna wait another hour for it to load man, see? now it's loading, it's already like 20minutes gone and still loading soooo little. GRRR.!

Yea, decided to open another slot for my facebook & Pet society page =) will uplaod or renew new screenshot for my pet society. =) will also add up if anything i wanna exchange or trade in the Exchange/Trade columm ^^ Be a good deed and make my wish come true =p

It's Just called STUPID.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

No, or mayb yes? I AM STUPID. honestly i cant stop whinning I've been in this family with this people. ( no, not talking about my mom and dad my sis, i love them very much )

what do you feel if you actually realize one of your family member is a friggin two-faces and nvr trust you at all even you're a grand daughter of hers? I've been trying and trying to stand it, and nvr scream. but i cant! Hello? how can a human being so freaking two-faces? they treat you soo good like your the only one in the world and the other side is talking about you, rubbing your image with black ink. I dont care if someone out there actually did that two-faces-attitude to me last time. but i care if someone is actually my house member and i actually love her lots and she did that to me. pssst! FAKE FAKE FAKE!

alright, i should stop the shit here.

and fine, I'll just pretend and pretend and do what i like and it's non of your business and just treat you as usual and that's all. no more than that.

yea, just came back from baby's place. true, i have really bad mood swings sometime. how can you not to have mood swing if you only allowed to meet/see your beloved one once-twice in a week? or even just once in a week? this is so OH-MY-YOU-ROCK-MY-SOCKS-GOD!

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I am just bored and since I've got nothing to do, i decided to log in my facebook. Im getting to dislike facebook cause it's loading kinda bit long especially Pet Society. It takes time to load. GOSH. F.Y.I, the point i open an acc in facebook is all because of Pet Society. hahaha, so add me if you have one =) if you see me in the cafe, add me. my pet's name Weepoo. Dont ask me why I named that, cause it just came out of my mind in a sudden when i register it. LOLs. anyway, level up in pet society ^^ grrrr, i need more coins la.

Made this for Isabell. (my sis). Tag me if u wanna have one ^^ Im jsut too free and found too many material and feel like using.

(p/s: I've made another 8 new buttons, haha.. so stay tune for my Button Request. Will reopen in my shared blog soon =)

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Just Began.

Monday, January 05, 2009

my life isnt happening much, today really a busy day i think?

i woke up abit late, 9:45? lols, i call that early but for today's schedule is abit late.

Well, It's a schl reopen day for all the students and some collegues. Wow, seriously and honestly, I wish to back to high schl or either primary i dont mind. I miss those moment! =/

Kay, let's see my today's schedule.

Get my ass off the bed and rush into the toilet then put on my make-ups and everything withint 20minutes. Headed to my youngest sis's schl which is my primary schl with my mom to pay some fee and accompany her for her break and off to Kayu for breakfast. Off to E bank and moved on to M bank after 30minutes. GOD. total spent 1hour in both bank. -.-" tralalala, after all the banking stuff, headed back to my primary schl to fetch my sis and my high schl to fetch my another sis after that. Went to pick up Sam and finally at 1U =) went to visit F, SC & XW at their working place and Ken came after that. We had Lunch with them at Jetty. Loads of funny conversation there =) Alright, get to the point. I've walked the whole building and applied almost more than 10 shops for interview and filling those forms like doing homework. I can even totally remember what should be written in the application form, HAhaas.. so now it's time to wait for calls and got to go for an interview on thursday at one of the shops i've applied. Wednesday MIGHT be working for event. phew. Alright, before home.. we went to Chocolate! Woooo, i got my favourite there. Strawberry dip Chocolate. their strawberry is soooooo small @@" but I've finished all the chocolate and strawberry. HAhaas alright, Sam joining Felicia they all after their work, so home around 7 =)

collected my new spec after dinner. NoNo, it's not in pink. it's in black. and totally a teacher. GRRR, i always looks like a teacher with SPEC! blehhs.

twrink

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Made a new reader's Banner. =) grab if you want. ^^

Woot, found this two picture takken in the fitting room yesterday while im trying on this dress which makes me looks like IM PREGNANT. so dint buy this "pregnant" dress.

This picture edited by me, What did i edit in this picture? The colour lah! you colour blind. =p tutorial from swimchick. Learnt loads of stuff from there.

Had brunch at paramount and headed to the new shopping mall, Tropicana City. Why aint Tropicana Twister? LOLs. Saw schlmate. errr, dint manage to buy anything there because nothing suit lah. Home after that. and Dinner @ ss2 LaMien. =)

you see? So not happening, =( damn blardy sien seriously. I need a friggin job atleast.

Wow! I used to feel aiyor-it's-schl-tmr-LAH. but now, I feel like what-should-i-do-tmr-LAH. hmmm, time flies. No more schooling and Im now want-to-go-to-schl. Dont ask me why im desperate for schl. And trust me, ENJOY MUCH MUCH before you yell for regreting schl's finish. phew. depend on yours la, some ppl do love schling and prefer schling, some ppl would rather not to go to schl anymore and work and blabla. Wait, Im not desperate for work as i keep need job. Because It's darn boring at home, and CashLESS so i need a job to get some cash.

Grrrrrllll, sienness.

Everything's New.

Saturday, January 03, 2009

Yes yes! I pretty much love camwhoring, there's nothing wrong with it and you have no right to judge about me.

Lols, totally love my eyes colour now. You cant see in the picture but u can the in the reality, bleks.

went midvalley for dinner just now because have to drop daddy there for his friend's wedding dinner. A lil shopping after that.

Friggin need a firggin job right now, so totally running out of $$.

suppose to collect my L today but end up paying & understanding my P's schedule. blehh..

Damn freakin sien alright, gained 2kg in 1 year. Shit!

It Just Began.

Friday, January 02, 2009

OMG! Dint manage to post on the last day of 2oo8 & the first day of 2oo9 and i supposed to! x.x"

Manage to join the countdown @ The Curve with my old schlmate a.k.a my Kor, they had like 7+ ppl in a group and seperated into two groups, so our group have like 7 ppl, they were nice and fun ^^ we countdown together and bought the spray for the last minute cos trying to get cheaper but dint manage to.. I did not get spray much but kesian the boys. Hahas, The reminds me when i was form1-3, with those so-called trustworthy big group of friends, but I still love the moment and nvr regret though things happened like that. And i seriously miss my Mawar classmate, my best ever trustable jimui - Sam, HS, Ken, Yin Fun.. the funny one, Vicky, Kah Jin their gang.. the helpful gang.. blahs! I seriously miss them so so much. I wish i could study just another 1more year with them, in the same class with them. *hugs*

I realize everything has changed after schl, everyone's att, personalities, and loads and loads..

Okay, let not tears flow down.. *just in case i will*

went to Klang for a visit @ my grandparents place which is my mom's side with my family yesterday.. had dinner there..

went 1U today for an interview, GoD! I've been google-ing since ytd night untill today, and I've sent loads of mails and now waiting for replies. Wish my GoodLuck. I suppose approved 2jobs by the employee and due to some stupid reasons, I dint manage to work there =( sobbs. and visited YF today at her work place, teehee. I miss her.

Alright, went to make a new spec for myself and dad just now. WoW, my power did increase but that guy decided to keep my power same for my new spec. GooD =) cos i can still see clearly with this power now. haha, curious of my superb power? LOLs. figure yourself. =p

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